Renovatio..... http://www.xanga.com/youll_deny_the_truth

...........Bitches

TuesdaysChild_29 has left the building....... ta-ta

I'm tired of...

Being somone I'm not so he'll love me...

Friends who become one night stands...

One night stands who think it's something more...

Men who put their unattainable goals before me...

One night stands who I'm glad never call me again...

Friends of men who put their unattainable goals before me...

Men I fall in love with too late...

Men who are too good to be true because they use romance to hide their need for women...

And men who are my stubborn equal but lack taste and responsibility...

... Nice to meet you, I'm Whore Lord 2000...

And this is my last entry.  If you ever read this I've probably slept with you, wanted to sleep with you, haven't slept with you because I don't want to, or I haven't slept with you yet....

Buh-bye

Currently Playing O By Damien Rice see related

I KNOW: that nothing, NOTHING, in life is certain.

I WANT: happiness.

I HAVE:  a wonderful life

I WISH: nothing but the world for my friends.

I HATE: being jaded.

I MISS: my purity.

I FEAR: emptiness.

I HEAR:  only the things my heart lets me.

I SEARCH:  for love. REAL love.

I WONDER: if everyone's life ends without being fulfilled.

I REGRET: hurting those I love.

I LOVE: beauty.

I ACHE: for the one thing I search.

I CARE: too little, too late.

I NEED: the one thing I want.

I AM NOT:  a follower.

I DANCE: to show the world I'm not afraid.

I SING: for the same reasons I dance.

I CRY: to remind my heart that I still have compassion.

I DO NOT ALWAYS:  appreciate the people who mean the most.

Currently Watching South Park, Volume 3 By Matt Stone, Trey Parker, Isaac Hayes see related

alright God loves me.....

how about amanda had NO money, nada, zilch going into this weekend and NO money for rent.... BUT! totally just cracked 2 doubles saturday and sunday and BAM! amanda made rent AND car insurance..... man i rule

so yeah whats with all these random asses commenting that im hot? ugh... where were these guys when i needed a little self-esteem pick up cuz they are comin out of the xanga world wood work all of a sudden and i have NO idea who they are......DIZ-AMN

so yes, nothing new to report here, just workin (which i love) and hangin out (which i love more) so viva es muy bueno i must say ol' chaps

oh... and before you comment that im hot..... save yourself some time..... i already know

Currently Watching Star Wars Trilogy (Widescreen Edition) By Harrison Ford see related

whoa dude.... whoa..........

its been way too long, i need to update......

so here i go.........

work is cool i had a mental BREAKDOWN there for a couple of days cuz i had been working WAY too much.... i dont know how the sweatshop kids do it man, they must have like a great mental attitude cuz i went postal there for a while.......

and speaking of mental breakdowns.... NEVER mix Makers Mark and beer with uninhibited emotion cuz it will fuck your day up.....

poor adam, he rocks my world.... damn you elizabeth taylor for taking care of me :)

i also regretfully inform you that i have indeed lost some kool-aid cool points because I.....am......addicted..... to........

STAR WARS!!!!!!!!

i KNEW this would happen! damn you Han Solo and your tight captain pants and your rogue-ish good looks!

jessica and raffy will be home soon, they were on vacation and man this apartment has been quiet.... and boring.... :-/  my head hurts.... my head is a faggot

so yup id say this is a bo-nee-fied update and much needed as well..... peace out you guys and may the force be with you.....

.....did i JUST say that?? i need help.........